Today i finally realized how insignificant i am.
So sad yet i have to hold till the last breath in Baxter.
I am not disappointed with the column of ticks in the evaluation.
Neither is the decision on the extension.
But is the effort i put in for my work.
Not being recognized.
Maybe that is working life.
Wo Bu Gan Yuan !
The below statement is just a mix feeling.
I think is quite straight forward.
I just want to type out so that i can remember for life.
Before i step into Baxter reception.
I got the passion, determination, positive attitude about this attachment programme.
I give all my best.
Best is never enough.
Cos mistakes happen to me.
I did make an effort to check my work.
I work in a fast pace as that is my habit.
I bet u think i am rushing through my work to get in done.
Just to get impressed ?
I have learnt how to hold my temper.
Just because i am a guy does not means that you can slam the file on my desk at the first month.
Wrong filing does not means i did not file.
I asked you questions when i am in doubt.
I try not to asked any questions when i know you going to be displeased.
I dared not to asked any questions when you tell me to ask you another day.
This feeling sucks.
Coming to an end of attachment.
I feel so motivated through some of the conversations.
I think the most ridiculous thing i heard is that woman can mutitask when man cant.
What is this logic?
I am sure i can multitasking rather than letting you to judge me.
Lastly, i have to say that i have plans for my life.
My ultimate goal has long been setup since year one in poly.
Someone tell me you will take a longer route to reach your target without planning.
But i have to say i will take a longer route cos of financing problem.
I am left with 2 wks left of attachment.
A farewell lunch on the 28th for the IAs.
I think my speech will be a lie.
Change for the better.
Self-confidence is what i need now.
Wo Bu Gan Yuan !
12:45 AM
